The biggest answer is actually system philosophy itself, I research on system philosophy for system philosophy (I know it doesn't make sense). But it is 50% personal interest and trust within this field. I truly believe system philosophy is revolutionary, and even myself is a living example in terms of philosophically thinking. Times before I discovered the first system philosophy, value system, I had this belief: Every step I take is just another step someone else have to catch up to me, if I max out the capability of human's thinking potential, even if the result is a loss, I still win the game, as it is the best you can go. With that belief in mind, I worked on system philosophy day and night without thinking anything about the gain, but about proceeding the steps.
That later changed a bit. Research's result end up to be ground-breaking in many philosophical aspects. I am starting to be interested into releasing findings to the public to improve philosophical thinking of entire society, I got more involved with physical experiments to get philosophy to be applied to actual terms, more ambitions that links me greater to the current reality than a world of my mind.
However, they are always the secondary needs. As often as I have been saying: I already won the game, however, winning the game doesn't mean anything physically; which is the same as even if I know the ultimately secure of the big bang, it still doesn't make a God in this physical world, but we just know it (example). It is really optional for me to do any of the secondary goals, or to do the opposite of the goals if I ever want to. You can think that I am always researching on system philosophy as an interest of answer I am seeking for. But the reality of system philosophy is: Once a system philosophy's system and its source is created, it would be completed at 100% scale. It is like math, where you know the concept of addition 1+1=2, the rest of 2.2332 + 525.333213= ? is just depths that can be easily generated based on the original concept.
My primary goal is to fulfil my own desire of understanding, it is the only goal that cannot be influenced even if the world fights against me, I will still win against the world with logical, philosophical, reasoning. Which itself, is a benefit orientated from system philosophy's exception handler. My secondary goal is to give others a desire for understanding, and a path to fulfil their desire for understanding. The secondary goal isn't a goal that I can succeed even if I try. Even if every word I say, every step I take is perfect.... I can still fail. It is like even if suddenly everyone on the planet starts to be caring for system philosophy, but an step of unavoidable outcome such as my death (which is possible), guess what? My secondary goal still won't be finished, even if all of the steps I can possibly take is perfection.